anywho, on to happier topics. like school. which starts in 2 fucking days. i have fucking CHEM or GYM 1st period. i swear i'm going to break my own arm to get out of gym. i HATE it. and no one i know is in my class. no one... i'm so screwed. otherwise, my schedule isn't THAT bad, except for the chemistry thing. i suuuck at science and for whatever reason all my teachers insist on recommending me for smarter classes than i can take. i'm not a fucking genius, fuckerrs... why don't they get that?! but i do get to take mixed media which i'm going to loooove, i think. get back to being creative, i did like... nothing this summer. i wanted to start working on my shirt and skirt, didn't. wanted to do another portrait, didn't. wanted to make some collages, didn't. wanted to finally get around to my guns/pills/blades/punker/lyrics/other shit poster that i've been wanting to make for like 4 months, didn't. i suck. o, and i planned on getting my camera so i could start photo again, didn't. although the camera thing is my mom's fault, she decided to be like "nope, it's wayyy too much $$" after promising that it was fine. whatev, i'll ask for it for my birthday/christmas, maybe. but then again, i'm not going to ask for many things for my b-day or x-mas b/c there's only one thing i really really want. and i need my parents to allow me to do it, so maybe not asking for much would be better...? yea... i dunno. it's so awesome how i completely get off any topic i ever intended to write about. HAHAHA oh shit, i forgot to mention how i'm taking double foreign languages this year! (this goes along w/ my teachers thinking i'm smarter than i am) yup, i did so well in francais last year (i actually DID do pretty good, and i understand it fairly well) that mrs. hoss decided to put me in spanish this year also. coooool. so yeah, i'm probably going to have an ungodly amount of work this year. but i swear i'm gonna do good and actually try to care this year. it fucking counts now.

ohhh ohhh!!! i went school shopping yesterday. it sucked cause it was for school but was good cause it was shopping. and also, my little sister wasn't there, so my mom wasn't pissed at everyone in the world b/c my sister wasn't there to annoy her. i didn't get too much though. from urban outfitters - i got a white beater with guns on it and my mom goes "well, i don't want a call from school saying that you're promoting violence..." and i was like "mom, it's hot pink guns, not bloody corpses and something like YUSS COLUMBINE!! or anything." so she let me get it. i also got a black thermal-ish shirt that looks like this... except it's uh... black. if you've even seen the movie "thirteen" it's exactly like the shirt tracy wears to bed after she cuts her arm and doesn't want anyone to notice. i also plan on cutting thumbholes in it too. and effing it up some more somehow... ohh and i also got 3 undieees, but thats probably TMI, so i'm not posting pictures of those hahah! aaannnd a notebook (thats sort of like that only different colors) so i have pretty paper to write to renee on!! and i guess i'll use it for like random shit too, but its really pretty with brown and light pink which is one of the best color combos. ok and then i went to victoria's secret to get a white bra cause i like... lost mine. how the fuck do you loose a bra?! yea i dunno either... o, and i got these badass vanilla corset mints!! they (the actual mint) looks like a corset and the little tin they come in is like a black and red and lace corset. they are oh-so-hawt. then i went into american eagle and just got a pair of jeans b/c they have the best $30 jeans in the world. i already have a pair but whatev cause they are awesome. only thing that sucked is that the ONE size they were out of was mine... they had a 4Petite or a 4Regular (btw, regular must be made for people who are like 5'2 cause they were soo hella short on me and i'm only 5'6) so i just got a 6Long. oh well, i have belts. i don't like being a 6 though, i worked hard and long to make it to a 4 and hopefully by my birthday i'll be buying 2Longs. so then i was maybe gonna buy some PJ shorts from there but i decided not to waste $15 on them cause they were sorta big on me anyway (they only had XS, L or XL... why is nearly everyone in the world a medium?!) sooo then after AE, i wanted to go to hot topic for some patches and crap, plus to check and see if they had my brody skirt in a M (i've found it so far in every size BUT) but then my mom was all "we're leaving real soon" so i also wanted to go to hollister to see if they had the denim jacket i want ever-so-badly. welll, they were all sold out of them and i was pissed but i'll just order it online. and also, the crazy pink and white splattered jeans (ok, those aren't them, but just picture them with bits of splattered paint... they were so sexxx) were sold out in my size, but that's probaby good b/c they were $70 and i don't need to be spending that much on something i could go to salvation army and michaels crafts to make for like $20. i did find a pair of jeans (again, no size 5Ls... i'm pissed) so i got a 7L and whatever, they look fine. and i also bought a white 3/4 sleeve thermal-ish shirt... b/c they didn't have the pink one in a M...motherfuckers. i'll just wear cool tank tops under it. sooo... yea i think thats all i got. not too much, but i think i'm going back on wednesday anyway. just to go to some stores i didn't make it to yesterday (the mall is larger than hell). and i used less than half the cash i had to spend. which is a plus. ohhh... and while i was upstate i bought this hurley shirt thats black with pink lettering that reminds me of me and renee b/c it's like political - it says on the front and into the side of it "HUR-LEY IN-TER NA-TION-AL FREE-DOM NOW-" and then on the back on the right shoulder it says "U-NI-TED WE STAND-" it's so kickass. too bad i can't find a picture of it anywhere... it's sexxx.

 

haha so was that a mighty good entry, or what!? hah j/k it was so boring &pointless &pathetic. oh well, i was bored and decided to make an extra special entry like this. love you fuckerrs